Old Medicine
by Elizabeth Oxley
Once every week, Larry drives to the nursing home
from his downtown beauty salon to paint
my grandmother’s fingernails red. Her eyes
are cloudy. He shakes the bottle. I see him
when I drop by to kiss her quiet cheek. The television
blares snowstorm news as Larry draws his brush
across her yellow ridges, by a window overlooking
fields shorn to the corn-quick, spare woods
where hawthorn each year sprouts its blood-berry,
white petals a flotilla of land-stars, floral storehouse
for cosmic remedy. Before plastic bottles of pills,
there was willow bark for fever, the sage hand
scavenging medicinal roots and leaves. And what
of the hand itself? Its love was present in the poultice.
Larry separates my grandmother’s fingers—
thinning feathers through which pale sky passes.
Her smile blooms blank against the backdrop of a hissing
oxygen machine. I watch from the door, the nurse
murmuring any day now. Larry gives my grandmother
an extra coat, and she lives three weeks more.